mom or dad?

ok so i wanted to see my dad since hes in town... despite everything that has happened in the past and in the past few months.... but i didnt want to keep it from my mom..... so i told her...and like,,,, she gave me an ultimadum ( i dont want your ultimadums bitch!) hahaha dani XD any way, she told me pretty much to pick between her or my dad.... so i cancled the visit with my dad.... :( and now i feel like a horible person. :(